i'm lost i'm trapped i cant seem to be able to get outta it i feel like dying i feel like crying i feel like shit i feel so negative bout it i dunnoe why i feel like that is it because of school? is it because of relationships? i feel as though there's no one out there who truly understands me i'm super stressed i'm super tired why am i feeling like that? thats not me! thats not the jessica i once knew! where am i? wad is it which makes me feel so lousy? i want to find back the old jessica the bubbly, cheerful, optimistic, always laughing loudly in public and funny jessica where is she? is she really trapped in her own world? can anyone please help her get outta it? sobs =(